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Dec. 27th, 2014

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Well, I finally talked to my mom today about everything going on. And let me tell you, it feels like a weight has been lifted from my chest. I feel so, so much better now.

My heart still aches whenever I think about MoA, and I'm so scared that Annabeth and Percy either won't have a happy ending or Riordan won't write about it, but I have to look on the bright side of this. At least Percy and Annabeth are together, together they can make it through anything. I also have to believe that Riordan wouldn't be that mean and not give us closure on something so big and something that fans are so invested in. Even if he had, I hope that there's a revolt, asking for something detailing their happy ending. If not, then I will start my own revolt, because I demand an answer. It doesn't even have to be a story or a short story or a blurb, just a yes or no to my question, "Are Annabeth and Percy together and happy?" That's all I need. If I know they're together and happy, then I'm happy.

And I know that this is so ridiculous and irrational, but I've poured my heart and soul into their relationship. There's no turning back now. I just have to fight through the pain and believe the they're strong enough--which they are--to make it out of this alive and together. Also that Riordan gave his fans some closure, because we deserve it. After being loyal followers from the very first PJO books, we deserve to see Percy and Annabeth have a happy ending. After everything they've been through together and apart, they deserve to have a happy ending.

And if not, then I will message his relentlessly asking about them. Because I need closure for my sanity. I don't even think I'm joking at this point and if it results into asking him on social networking sites until I get an answer, I hope he realizes, too, how much this means to me, how much his books and Percy and Annabeth mean to me.

But, yeah, I talked to my mom at length about it and I feel much better. I felt so off track, but now I know that I'm actually on track. I'm on path and that makes me feel relieved. I don't now what's going on, but whatever is happening, I'm growing, changing, learning and becoming stronger. I mean, they always tell you that life throws curve balls at you to prepare you for bigger better things, right? I also saw something today about how we're like arrows in a bow, so if life is pulling you back just make sure that you're aiming and get ready for the ride. My mom also told me that the Universe might be preparing me for something. Whatever that may be.

All I can do now is aim and power through. Think positive. If it's not happy, it's not the end.

As always, if anything happens, you'll be the first to know. Ciao.

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